Freitag, Januar 04, 2013

What is.


I do not see suffering, fighting, crying, dissatisfaction, pain and despair only in some remote parts of the world stricken either by war or poverty. I see, experience and sense suffering everyday sitting in the most beautiful part of the world. The form of suffering might be different, although looking at it non-conceptual it is not, but with careful observation one can see the core of suffering is universally the same. It is a constant unending fight with some kind of image, activity, fear, person, work or expectations, strongly believing and identifying with all there thus pursuing the same and struggling further, longer and with more intensity. 
By some personal experimentation and self enquiry I have realized that this suffering can and will end this very moment, when there is - no resistance. I mean indefinitely, absolutely, beyond thoughts, ego, self, falseness, trueness...whatever one wants to call it - no resistance of any kind to - what isAs all enlightened beings preach, the depth of every being is, consciousness. The purest form of this being is compassion and love. Although one cannot and should not rationalize this but suddenly, it is crystal clear and right under our noses the entire time; if there is absolutely no resistance to what is then this consciousness will automatically manifest itself showcasing itself in its purest form. Therefore every thought, action and form of expression will manifest itself as love. At this point, let us please be aware of our thoughts and stop romanticizing the idea of being/ becoming the next Picasso, Houdini or Ramana Maharishi. The manifestation of consciousness can very well be in the form of John Doe stacking boxes at a supermarket or picking up my coffee right this moment.  now. 
The universe knows exactly what it is doing and of course knows what it is doing with me or you or us. Otherwise it would not go through all the trouble it has until now, the fact that I am sitting, typing, expressing my intimate thoughts or just breathing is a wonder and beautiful expression of life  itself. So there is an innate reason why we, you, me are here. It is only when I let go of this conceptual mind with absolutely no resistance then the manifestation will come automatically without any effort or thinking. One needs to be patient and embrace this being without resistance at every moment - maybe to realize that this life, this moment; is already a beautiful manifestation of consciousness